As an earliteen, Wayne Blakely read God's Word and discovered that his "feelings" seemed to match the references to "homosexuality." He didn't understand how that was possible. He didn't ask to be this way. The church was ignorant about helping him understand God's plan for him. Angry and hurt, he left God's family and explored life as a gay man for nearly forty years. Then he came face to face with God and encountered a lightning bold experience: He didn't know God.